Wednesday, October 31, 2007
idiot
Oh yea, FIRST IN STUDIES BUT LAST IN COMPASSION.Who do you think you are? Ask your gang not to go to the outing cos you dont like him. Who do you think you are? Asking almost all the boys not to turn up. You think you big issit? Chan HanYong, still dare to ask Eng Leong follow you all. You think you what? Its just a class outing, one and only 1EA class outing you also dont wna cooperate. Just because you all hate him so your make so many stupid excuses not to come. Especially you! MR JONATHAN FOONG. And you, Sean Loh. What shit you talking about? Neighbour then fun?! Then 1EA not fun luh issit?! then you come this class for what? Then dog getting married. CHEQ KE QIN, you funny ar? HAHAHA, bu hao xiao leh! Tmd. CHAN HANYONG another one. Ask EngLeong follow your dont go. What shit! What will Mr Lim thinks when he sees so many people didn't turn up? Ain't he be so disappointed? he is already very disappointed with the broken door and class camp. then now this. Come on! SPARE A THOUGHT FOR HIM! OUR TEACHER! PLEASE! The mastermind of all this, Mr Lim will be most disappointed with you! First in studies eh? But too bad, last in compassion!
Terribly sickk. My block nose is getting worst. I feel so hot all over. I felt so giddy. I felt so angry!! Wonder if tml's gonna be a success outing? ARRGH!
wednesdayWednesday(:
HAPPY HALLOWEEN! :DLast night, hardly slept. Had blocked nose. Arrgh! The rain is making me freeze!Oh yea, came to realise many people were sick!! Goshh.. Yiling, Pauline, MeiChi, Melissa were all sick! All of them ate their medicine. Excluding me! YEAH! :D hahas. Meet Melissa and MeiChi at 7/11. Went Broadrick to wait for Junjun. Oh yea, the security dont let us in. Lol. Went back 7/11 and waited. Pauline came. We bought some food. Then, Junjun came. Headed to ECP. Took bus 16. Oh yea, we missed the stop. Lols. We were crazy there luh. hahas. We had laughing session? Lols. We are siaos people. Junjun was imitating how we laughed. Ended up, all of us were laughing so hard. hahas. We mocked Junjun. hahas. Melissa wna biao jiao. hahas. Ended up, junjun also want. When she walk fast, all of us slowed down. hahas. We all dashed across the road. The driver was so angry with us. Lols. East Coast Park, we didn't play with the water! Arrgh! the tide was far too high. Yea, first time see high tide. hahas. I was sneezing and sneezing. AHH CHOO~! My nose was freaking itchy. Wanted to have cup noodles for lunch. But we went Macs instead. hahas. The 10 dollar note my mum gave me was torn! Arrgh! They nearly didn't accept my note. thanks to Melissa. hahas. She told them: But she no money liao. LOLS. Enjoyed our food. The fries was not salty at all luh. There were no garlic chilli. Lolol. It was freezing cold there. Went out of macs, oh joy, in rained. LOL. Melissa loves to say a phrase: yi ren yi ban, gan qing bu san in hokkien I think. hahas. JunJun was hilarious luh. We were finding shelther. We found one shelther but there was one bangala sleeping there. JunJun went over. She feel the rain and she shouted: AHHH! Raining raining! She dash out of the shelther and kept running. All of us were laughing until tummy ache luh. hahas. We went to the bbq pit there and sit. Mr Lim called us. He couldnt book the bbq pit at downtown east.Oh no!! We were stucked. Wanted to book east coast de. But the booking is three days in advance. Ben came. We ask him and so on. We were finding some other places. We couldnt find. Ended up, we will be having our own bbq pit? hahas. Oh yea! the tide subsided. Went to the water to play. Me, meiChi, Melissa and Pauline. hahas. The sand was freaking soft. I didn't dare to go near the water. hahas. laying for a while. Used our hands to draw. I used my toe to draw something that I am not suppose to draw. OPPS! You know, I know, Melissa, MeiChi, Pauline, BETTER dont tell out what is that ar. Shh.. Went back. Clear the sand off our legs. Sat there for awhile. Headed to macs for Ice cream. On the way, was so funny luh! We kept laughing. Ben made a stupid but funny laughter sound. All of us burst out to laughter. hahas. Oh yea, Ben asked me: I thought you want drink milk? hahas. Stood at the pavement for a long time. Saw many people. 2EA and 2EB. Think they are having class outing. Saw PeiFen also. hahas. Went Macs. Wanted to eat Mc Flurry. then, wanted to eat the 60 cent de. Somemore, feel like eating sundae. but in the end, I ate Mc Flurry. haha! Oh yea, 5plus, make our way back to parkway. Junjun and ben went the other way. Saw some people surfing. One of them looked like Alvin. Thats what Melissa says. hahas. Long way back. We chatted. We missed the bus! Arrgh! it was 6 by then. Pauline went off first. WO DE XI JIE SHAO NIAN ARRR!! lol.Took bus home. Melissa alighted first, next was MeiChi then me. ((: HOME at 6.45. Arrgh!!!! Tml's gonna be a long dayyy((: Slight fever now? well, I DONT GIVE A DAMN. hahas. I think I have mixed feelings.
Arrgh!
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Hais
My grandma is being biased! Arrgh! Pissed off mann! Yeah! Tml to Saturday, will be going out everyday. YEAH! Tml, Ecp(: Thursday, Class outing. Friday, library and Saturday, squad tinggy. hahas. Yeah! At least better then staying at home((: Okkayy, my cough is getting worst, my throat is getting sore. Oh yea, I had been sneezing non stopp. AHH CHOO~!! And Im still coldddd~ Slept just now. Woke up feeling worst. :X & Oh yea, disappointed was, no one noticed. LOLS. D: Oh yea, I realised something. Whenever I'm sick, I will tend to eat more. Lols.I think Im growing fatter. I've ate far too much today.
tuesdayTuesday(:
Okkay, annoucing: Im gonna be sick soon.Last night, have been coughing non stop.I think I woke my ahma up due to the noise of my cough. Paiseh!! My throat is tickling me. Now, my throat is sore. Zzz. I turn cold last night, even without the fans on. Alright..From tml onwards, will be out all day? Lols! I wonder if my parents let me. Hmm.. Oh yesyesyes! XinHong might be transfered to Broadrick! Oh yeah! Overjoyed!((: to forgive and to forget.
you dont exist in my life anymore, i swear.
Monday, October 29, 2007
lost.
I felt so lost now. ._. My current mood: lost, confused. Why did I promise them huh?
mondayMonday(:
So, just first day of holidays and Im bored. BORED. I wanna go out luh! My phone's really spoiling. Arrgh! When's Christmas coming? Lols. Was busy discussing with Zhangjun and Melissa bout the class outing tinggy. All of us were so fk up. Lols. Many gave excuses on not coming, many didn't reply us. Keqin says: Not free, my dog getting married in thursday. Ain't he asking for a beating? Lols. I wanna go out luh!!!!Im desperate for Christmas to Arrive!!! AHHHH! Cant have 5610, then I want 5300!! Red de. AHHH! My bro say: Want a new phone then must wait till christmass. Reason: Its a christmas present. AHHHHH!!!
Storyy.
Once upon a time, In a far away land. There lived this girl in the village of love. One day while she was about to go to the market for some groceries, she met a boy. The boy was doing some sort of somersault that attracted the girl's attention. Everyone was clapping for him for such a good skill. Looking at the sweat of the boy, melted the girl's heart. The girl went over to the boy and gave her a tissue. With just one sight, the girl falled in love for the boy. WIth many times of searching, the girl finally found ways to contact the boy again. The girl's love for the boy went deeper and deeper into the heart. But all along, it was just a secret crush. She didn't have the guts to tell him until one time, she opened her guts and told the boy. However, the boy didn't fall for the girl. Instead, he tried to avoid her until one day, he asked the girl to forget him. WIth those hurtful words, the girl's tears rolled down her cheeks. But after many times of trying to forget him, the girl failed. It was tough for the girl. But after what the boy had said, the girl wanted to try, once again. However, the girl didn't regret falling in love with him. Instead, she wants time to stop at the moment, the moment when the boy talks to her. That was the first time, the boy talks to her the most. And she'll rather remain sad, then the boy ignoring her.. She always use a sentence to cheer her friends up: Zhi yao xiao yi xiao, mei you she me shi qing guo bu liao. Will she cheer herself up using this sentence too? Will she stop sighing for the boy? Question time:Will the girl succeed in forgetting him? My opinion: Only she herself know the answer. People, tag your opinion in my tagboard. thanks thanks.
Sunday, October 28, 2007
sundaySunday(:
The ending of Hei Tang Ma Qi Duo is so touched! sobxsobx!Y-tou's mum came back!((: Then... SHA QING! hahas. I think Y tou accepted Ah Wei. hahas. So funny! So yea, he told her in the end. Via msn nickk? lols. Smile girl! Smile, there will be nothing you cant overcome. Zhi yao xiao yi xiao,mei you she me shi qing guo bu liao!((: I had a weird dream last night. Oh, thanks ar. -.-" Telling me those stuff. See luh. DAMN YOU. What a weird dream. Different was, I dreamt of my family yesterday. 0.0 Its scaryy okayy! Edited~
最后一次说我爱你,my last sentence to you. We've gone seperated paths. No longer meeting each other. This, I promise you. Wo hui wang ji ni. And a promise from you, smile always(: 再次跟你说再见。但是，我们在也不会见面了。
Saturday, October 27, 2007
its all about love D:
Love is blind, dont you know?! No one can stop themselves to fall in love. Dont you know?! I wonder if you had fall in love before. You seems totally dont understand the feeling of it. Who can forget the person he/she love so easily? If you were to go and tell her now, how will she react? You cant predict whats gonna happen next! It unpredictable! You will only let her feel hurt, feel worst. Its already tough for her to forget you. Why wont she want to forget you? All along, she wants! But who knows, she failed. Yea, I agree that, telling her now and letting her suffer now is better then later. But, the thing is, all of us were now worrying for her. Her reaction when she knows everything. Will she wept? Will she turn bersek? I feel so pek chek now, he feel so irritated now, and she feels so..... Who can stop everything?!
saturdaySaturday.
Heee.. Lingling's currently in my house(:Went to cut hair tgt just now. So angry luh!!! Both of us said th same thing to the hairdresser: cut layer, thin and fringe. But, our hairstyle was totaly different!! AHHHHHH! I hate it luh! i i hate my hairdresser. She talks lots of rubbish! AHHHH! Somemore, my hair sucks! Look so kns luh! Lingling one look so nice!! AHHHH! What pissed me off was tat hairdresser. She gave me a buay song face, I gave her one too. She cut away my 'tail'! I was so freaking pissed. I was about to screammm.. Next, NTUC. My mum bought many things! She was too much mann. She made lingling carry those goods home! DAMN HER. If I were to chu qian, I doubt she will chu li lohhhh. Laksa at home. Then, watched Hei Tang Ma Qi Duo. Next, we ate.hahas. Love the chocolate sweet! Watched Zhen ming Tian Nu. I did a blogskin!((: Slack ans so on. Lingling went home at 4plus(: I realised that, you've changed. Should I feel happy, or should I feel sad?
Friday, October 26, 2007
pictures(:
Okay, Im bored(: SO, here for some pictures on us at EAST COAST PARK! haha! I love that place! :D
We screamed! hahas! The pic was taken sideways. Isn't it cool? hahas! -.-"
Me, thinking of what to write on the water. Lolol.
YEA! The original artpiece by me(:
The finalartpiece by all of us! :D
bibi! :D
wo xiang wang ji ta. LOL
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Ai Ni, Wo <3>
One for all, all for one! ((:
YEAH! there are more. Lazy upload((: My photographer: MeiChi and Melissa! Thanks!Thanks! :D
fridayFriday(:
Last day of school,last day in sec1. Can say got an unbearable feeling? hahas. Can say, quite dont want to promote? CHOY! I mean as in, if time could stop at the times in 1EA, the times we had.. So sweet(: Okay, had prize giving this morning. Before that, silent reading. I forgot to bring my chinese storybook o.O Borrowed MeiChi's magazine. Saw F.I.R de pics. MeiChi's favourite. hahas, She told me shelike the more handsome one. I pointed at them: This one handsome meh, this one pretty meh? whis one handsome meh? CHEYYYY~ Pauline all burst into laughter. lols. Hao xiao meh? hahas. Debbie got two prizes! Envy neh! We cheered and clap loudly when lingling went to take the prize. woohooo! hahas. Went classroom. We chatted and gossiped. Yeap, our holidays planns. ALL WANNA WORK. what the.. I cant work luh! Gossiped about the spammer and so on. Mr Lim came. Return the report books and discussed bout our class outing. Cant fixed the time. Each date we fixed,there will be someone that couldnt make it. Lols. Went quartrangle and dismissed with some hoorays? Lols. Hip Hip Hooray! Met Mdm Rose and collected our money. Took bus to haig rd de KFC. The usual 6 of us((: We were the only customers when we went in. Ordered our food and so on. Melissa was crazy. hahas. Jun said that Melissa needs to go to the mental hospital. hahas. We ate and laughed and chatted. Fun time eating there. hahas. Next,headed to some CD shop. Melissa bought an old horror movie. "Mr Vampire". Sent Junjun to the busstop. Then, went MeiChi's house. Melissa and lingling went to the living room to watch the movie. Me and Pauline? We played MeiChi's keyboard. hahas! MeiChi came and accompanied us. My teacher for the day: The keyboard! hahas! woohooo! I've learnt a bit on how to play canon. hahas!((: Pauline left. Went outside and joined them.The horror show wasn't so horror. hahas. Instead, it was funny. hahas. On the phone with PeiEn. We knew more! We were all so pissed. Arrgh! That was the first time,lingling said so many vulgars! I was so shocked! D: We said many many, even Melissa was trying to stop her. Lols. Okay. PeiEn hung up. The movie ended and we went into MeiChi's air-con room. I was playing with meiChi's new phone. hahas. Her mum came in and told her something that make all of us laugh our ass off! hahas! We cant control luh! hahas. I so envy MeiChi luh, getting 3 new phone at one go! ARRGH! hahas. Next, sleeping time. Lingling was sleeping so soundly luh. hahas. The air con was so cold. Me and Melissa shared one blanket. We were 'lesing' around. hahas. Melissa took me as Alvin. -.-" I cant control, i was laughing and laughing. Melissa was the mastermind. hahas. Whenever she laugh,I will laugh too. hahas! her laughing was contagious! Was listening to meiChi's new phone de songs. I wanna slee luh. But Melissa was craping so loudly. hahas. Lingling woke up by the noise pollution. hahas. We were hungry! Went to cook noodles. hahas. Melissa was first, then me, then lingling then meiCHi. hahas. Ate le, we prepared and make our way out. Went to the CD shop first. Lingling and MeiChi bouht Jay Chou's album. MeiChi accompanied me to wait for my 197. Lucky I had her. I waited for my bus for almost half an hour luh! Damn it! Reached home just nice 6((:Damn you girl! You have no rights to badmouth anything about them to anyone. You have no rights! Lucky, there was one that was willing to trust us. Stop badmouthing them. Did they provoked you? Did they?! They didn't even ps you at the first place. Whats your motive on badmouthing them? Why must you do that? Ain't they your friends? Or did you want to let us see the real side of you? Just... fcuk off of our sight okay? Dont let us lose our appetite because of you.
我一直存在着.. 可是 , 在你眼里，我一点存在也没有..
I hate people who badmouth! Their breath stinks! BOO!
Thursday, October 25, 2007
thursdayThursday(:
Last 2 day today in 1EA. hais.Everyone will be promoting to 2EA except for one. Everyone jumped for joy luh. hahas. Before we took our report books, Mr Lim wna each of us to say at least one thing that you grew. hahas. Lingling said: I learnt to say dont know. Melissa said: I learn to be fiercer. hahas. Most of them said that they improved in their subjects. As for me? I said: I learnt how to cherish friends. mr Lim gave a an EXCELLENT. hahas! KeQin was hilarious. He gave a lame one: Within this year of studying in this class,i realised that.... we've no fire extinguisher in our class. All of us burst into laughter. hahas! Took back our report books. Must shake hands with Mr Lim somemore. hahas. What pissed me off was: Me and lingling's total mark was not very far apart. About 8marks lesser then her only, our class and level positive was so freaking far apart luh! WALAO! arrgh! But I improved! This time, i only got 1 C6. I was like.. sure?! Lols. My science got B! i was surprised. woohoo. hahas. DISMISSED.Went Melissa's house to take her money. Me, lingling and her. Took bus down to Parkway. Yea, meet MeiChi, JunJun and Pauline there. Had a fast lunch at KFC. Was bloated. Walked to East Coast.And yeapp! I had fun there! hahas! Threw our bags at the sand, took off our socks and shoe, and ran into the water. hahas. As for me, I didn't play with sand and water for a long time. I was afraid that the sand will erode. hahas. I held onto MeiChi's hands. Went into the water. WOOHOO! We screamed! We yelled! We screamed as loud as we could! We scream and scream! We were all screaming out all our sorrows! We dont give a damn on who was looking at us. We screamed our lungs out! We were all so relieved after all those screamings! woohoo! Within a few seconds, all our sorrows were forgotten! hahas. Feel the tide coming to us and so on. Next, me and MeiChi went to write on the sand. FOllowed by the rest. Wrote a very big 1EA '07 rocks! hahas. We wrote and wrote. Wrote out all my sorrows and so on. MeiChi reminded me something. hahas. Wrote out everything that I'm upset about. Wrote in the water also. 'Wo Ai Ni" One word by one word, the tide washed them off. I was smiling((: We wrote lots and lots! hahas. Next, we dug a hole. A deep hole. Using our hands and feets and sticks. Took my paper and gave each of them half. We wrote our wishes! hahas. I wrote 3((: I fold them into a heart. Before we bury them, We closed our eyes and silently wished on what we wanna wish. Then, we bury them tgt. Next, we threw stones! Hahas! We threw them into the sea, one by one. hahas. We left in an unbearable feeling. Walked bare footed on the sand to Macs. Somehow, there were many stones. We went Ouch, ouch. hahas. Walked on the path. We ouch even more. hahas. Went Macs,washed our feets, clean them and out on our shoes. Had a break there. SOme of them bluetooth the pics we took. hahas. Had chocolate sundae((: The rest had drinks. Rested for a while and walked back to parkway. Me and melissa were 'biao jiao'. hhas. We walked at a normal speed luh. We didn't walk very fast neh! hahas. Back to parkway. Bought my mum's tutu kueh. -.-" Wth luh! Lols. Took bus home(:I had real fun at the water! Really, all sorrows seemed to be come in just a few minutes. hahas. I really did! hahas. Who wanna go again? hahas. Maybe perhaps, going sentosa? My sis's gonna buy me a hp for X'mas present! hahahas! Thanks! I was so over the moon luh. hahas. But, budget 100bucks. Hmm..
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Bored
Okkay, Im bored. So, I blogged again. hahas.2More days to holiday. SobxSobx.Tmr taking report book! Ahhhh! Jin Zhang!Actually now already quite miss secondary one days liao. hahas. Okay luh. Now for the holidays plann(:-KL/Genting with nanny& family! <3-Meeting Jasmine, Nuairani and Marcus-Out with friends-Stay at home to rot.(No way mann!)&anymore? Dont know also. I've thought and thought. I was feeling that, this was a lie. But I didn't dare to ask more. Maybe I just keep the answer as a positive one? Lol. Good thing((: Let me enjoy my last 2 days of sec1 life.
wednesdayWednesday(:
We're big eaters! wahaha! The uncle thought we're insane, taking pics of this empty sushi box. hahas. Melissa, thanks for the photo!
At least, not so boring today. hahas.
Mr Jafaar's leaving,he talk and talk. Somemore, we were standing. Lols. Our legs were aching. MeiChi was worried for me. Dont worry! Be happy. Ain't I smiling now? hahas((: Truth or dare with lingling, Melissa and MeiChi. I took the smallest number. melissa dared me to call Alvin. I wanted to msg cheejie and ask for his number. Melissa stopped me. hahas. Was enjoying my music throughout. Learned how to play poka cards today. hahas. Watched Secret. Lingling and melissa left. MeiChi accompanied me to change into guides uniform. Went to find other guides too. Followed Basirah. She told me her results and so on. Falled in and so on. Was under cheers. Was practising. Kelly kept saying 'louder' louder!'. Lols. Very loud liao. Calista and WeiWen join in. Calista saw my face gloomy gloomy one. She asked me what happen. Nothing luh. hahas. Sang cheers and so on. Loud!! Had break. Followed Kelly into the toilet. She questioned me. Keep you in suspense! hahas. Was sitting there, nothing to do. Was bored luh. Janaar told me this: " I dont like people who sulk". -.-" Im not sulking luh. hahas. She showed me the happy tree friends game. Soon, Eunos and OEPS came to tour. Very few toured guides booth. Lingling was advertising to her friends. hahas. It was over! Everyone left. Tidy up the place and so on. We were all talking. I was like.. huh?!?! Lols. We went up to the guides room. Took our stuff and left. Say byebye to Kelly, Karyi and Calista. Went back class. Liingling and Melissa all came after that. Called my grandma.
DISMISSED,
PeiEn was sad. She's going 3ec next year. Dont sad luh. Acc her for a while. Took bus to EUnos MRT. In the bus, Melissa, public! Lols. Went niwa sushi for some sushi. I was freaking hungry luh. i din eat for recess. I ate a lot. Lols. The sushi uncle there was so kind luh. We were joking with him only, he really cut apple for us. Lols. thanks! All were eating apple but I was still enjoying my sushi. hahas.We took photos of those empty sushi box. hahas. We were laughing like siaos. hahas. PeiEn left. Sae Karyi and Weiting. Talk for a while. Then, went lingling's house. YangYang was so cute but naughty. hahas. He made lingling angry luh. Lingling was so pissed, her mum gave her the cane and she wacked Yangyang. Lols. Wack him slightly nia luh. Yangyang gave us drinks! So good of him. hahas. He pulled lingling's hair! He pulled her from the room will the living room! Gosh! Lingling was screaming and screaming. i was shocked. But, i was laughing. Lols. So bad of me! YiTing went to save lingling and we hurried behind. yangYang sorayed milo at melissa. Oh gosh, lingling wacked him again. Her mum came out of the bathroom, he stopped. Lols. He ate ice-cream, I massage liingling's head, MeiChi massage mine. hahas. The was yangYang ate the ice cream was so funny and cute luh. hahas. Went home at 4plus.((:
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
tuesdayTuesday(:
Another boring day today. Sians.
Morning, played Uno with Lingling, Melissa and SiYing. I won the first round! Mr Gan let us watch a video about a building collasping. Almost at the ending, we were busy looking for cracks on the rooftops. Lol. Was bored throughout. Was even bored with lingling was not around. Arrgh! Went to sleep. Had emergency exercise. Squarting on the grass for so long. Leg pain. hahas. Was sleeping. Lingling came back. Went to sit with Melissa,Zhangjun and MeiChi. Mr Lim came. Chatted for a while. About results and so on. CONGRATS! Lingling second in class and level. Woohoo! Dismissed.
Went to have lunch. Cup noodles. Then, me and PeiEn went off. Look for Ben. Sat at the arc circle. He showed me the tarot cards and so on. Mr Lim passed by and saw me. He went to the canteen and ask lingling they all. Zzz. Moved place. Yeapp, I was happy in the end.((: Lingling cried, she dont wna tell me whyy. Went home with PeiEn.
And yeapp, thats my day today. Lol.
I want back my past. Seriously, I dont wna change. I dont! I want back my past. I want back the old me. I know, me myself knew I've changed after that incident. But what can I do? I seriously want to go back the past and change the situation. Me myself also found out that, Im getting scarier. Im scared of myself too! I dont want! I dont! I hate the present me now. I seriously hate it! I hate myself to the core now! I dont like myself now. I really dont.. And you're always there for me. Im afraid that you're gonna get colder and colder to me, drifting further and further. I dont want! I hate myself to the core now. I want back my old life!
&how bout you? You've changed too. You're not that hot temper before you touch them. I dont hear you say vulgars too. But now.. I find you scarier too. And I seriously hate it! I regretted. Really regretted.
I cried when I went home.
Mood's not so good.
Monday, October 22, 2007
Bored
Okayy, Im being bored.So come update again. haha.Update thrice today liao. Siannnsss.&I just want you to be happy luh! I felt so useless. All I can so was to say: Dont cry luh. I cant confort you at all. I didn't know what to type. Im happy, you told me the truth! But Im heartpain, when I see you like that. &I just cant bring myself to scold her. &The feeling just came back without any reasons.
mondayMonday(:
So yupp, after the survey, went back class. Was bored luh! Nothing else but bored. Me and lingling were singing Hei Tang Ma Qi Duo's songs. hahas. Played Uno with Melissa. I was about to win and halfway, Melissa went off for the counsiller tinggy. -.-" Recess,MeiChi din come!))): Sat with Ashley. Made a din at the canteen with her. She was so noisy luh. hahas. Went to find Melissa. She cried. She was finding. Went to comfort her. I was not suppose to go up the staircase, but no one stopped me? Lols. Cos of Clarence Chow, Melissa was being scolded for nothing! DAMN HIM. Went back class.Was bored luh. Wait for lingling they all to come back. They came back. A while later, we went for the dialogue session with Mr Phua. At first, it was funny. But then, it slowly became bored. All of was were siansss. Went back class. Me, lingling and Melissa went to other class to do something. We saw the 4n1's classroom being opened and the fans were working. Melissa was smiling. *ahem. haha. But in the end, only one tcher and one unknown student. Zzz. Went back class.Was bored!!! After a while, played uno with lingling. I won once! hahaha. I told her my trick to win Uno. Lingling, shhh. hahas. Was msg-ing. MILK!hahas. After school, went to collect our cookies. Nice!Lunch with peiEn and lingling. We were having 'meeting'. We discussed and discussed and I get to realised that I was really emo that day? Lols. We understood what's her motive and so on. Shifted to somewhere near the drink stall. Lingling ate cup noodle. Meanwhile, ben called. Chatted. he was having break, he dont wna hung up the phone. Zzz. Told him all the stuff that were happening. He asked me to take precaution and so on. And yupp, he scared me. Was chased away by Mr Salahudeen cos of the O level. Went to the foyer. Was still chatting with Ben. Me and PeiEn took turns to 'entertain' him. Lols. Lucky he called and not i call him. If not, phone bill,im dead. hahas. The batt was low. he still dont wna put down. At last,he hung up! We chatted. Told them what ben told me. And yea, everyone had the same feeling as me,esp lingling. Weird eh? We talked about Spirit games and so on. ben's coming school tml. And yea, lingling and peien warned me not to touch the tarot cards again. Lols. Both of them want me to take amulet. -.- Kua Zhang eh? Lols. Went home with PeiEn. Chatted will 33 came.HOME((:What did you mean? I dont understand. Seriously. Why will it happened once this thinggy is over? Who is the 'suay' one actually? Why am I the one that needed to notice them? Ain't this thing is over? Ain't this thing suppose to be a happy ending? *Everytime I cry, I see you smile*I want you to be happy&I'm willing to cry.Your comfort always makes me smile and forget.Without your comfort, I feel so lost. But Im used to it.
In school
Heya! In school now. Just finish with the survey.I want back my past! Really! Serious! Me now, its total failure, totally a coward! I cant stand it! Endless problems just come out profusely. I hate it! I want back my past!What kind of mission is it?
It came true within a week. And yea, what kind of mission is it that ended so fast? What's its meaning of being immobilized by fear? What does all this mean? Whyy am i being immobilized by fear? Is it really linked to Kelly's dream?
In the first place, we should have not touched that thing. its far too scary, seriously. Endless problems just happened after we've touched that. Besides, fear have been coming up with the both of us. Whats happening?
Aint this problem suppose to be a simple one? But why does it ended up becoming a hard and difficult one? Who does he believe? Is she really saying the truth?
&Of all this problem, theres one main character. And who is that person? *confidential*I need comfort. Lol. Having cold sweat, hands and legs frequently this few days. Whywhywhy?!?! & yea, i had another strange dream again. Whats happening? Of all those strange dream I had, same old people were always inside. Why?!
Chou hen, hui xia zhou kuai le.Kuai le, hui xia zhou chou hen. Zhuo ge kuai le de, na bu shi geng hao?
Sunday, October 21, 2007
sundaySunday(:
Cold sweat, cold hands and legs. Why am I always like that when it comes to night time? What am I fearing of? It is suppose to be just a small mini problem. But it ended up becoming big. Whats happening?!
Edited. Wo hen xiang wang ji ni} I want back my past luh! Where's my past! Wo yao yi qian de wo. Wo bu xi huan xian zai de wo luh! Xian zai de wo, hen tong ku. Hen Tong, hen tong. Xian zai de wo,bu shi zhen de wo. Zhi yao xiao yi xiao, mei you she me shi qing guo bu liao. Ke shi wo zhe me yi dian ye xiao bu chu?! Im tiredd luh. Im really tired. I dont wna this kind of life luh. I really dont..
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Flared up.
This few days, so many people were hurt! Terribly hurt! Especially GIRLS. Its like.. everyday, there will be one of my girl-friends being hurt! And most of them, they were all about relationships. Relationship relationship. Can this just stop? Its all about relationships. ARRGH! To my this goodgood buddy & sister:Dont cry le luh! Cheer up! Dont hate her. The way she insult me, i also heck care. To my goodgood twinn.Dont angry with the both of them luh! You're being 'yuan wang' the first time i know you sure feel very flared up. As you can see, her acting sucks. Her acting to be angry sucks and all of you can see. Just dont care them. What we need to do most is to.. COMFORT HER!!To YouYouYou.You dont know what happen luh! Dont angry with them also. ARRGH! Wth luhh. Was flared up also. DOnt know whyy. This few days so flared up. Kelly and lingling were asking me the same qsn. Zzz. haha.Siao. At a nick of time, so many people read my blog.lolWang Ji Xi Huan De Ren, Xi Yao Shi Jian.
saturdaySaturday.
So yea, I 'obeyed' them.I STAYED at home today. Playyed audition with YenZhi. I vent all my anger in audition & I leveled up! YAY! Now, level4((: Felt so much better((: Changed blogskins also. Nice? Lols. I edited here and there and thats the overall result(: Quite satisfied. Had totally no appetite today. Not even a drop of water ive drank. My mother made me eat my bread. -.- My arm hurts. My head was spinning. I kept myself in my dark room. I Dont wna come out.Last night, conference with Ben and lingling. Nonsense here and there. hahas. Was on the phone for like.. one hour plusplus? Maybee. Hung up at 9.30pm. Was quite flared up. So many things happened in just a short time. Happy, sad. Hmm. Yeap, 11plusplus, conference with Kelly and Cheejie. Theyy conference with me to cheer me up. hahas. I wasn't talking. My arm was hurting. My head was spinning. I was falling asleep. OPPS! Both of them kept asking me to TalkTalktalk. hahas. My brother's two friends came to overnight. -.- Hung up the phone at 1plus. Crawled onto the bed and Zzz. &I had a terrible dream last night. &I almost cried! Edited.Phone with lingling. She dropped her phone and the keypad were not working. So we called to communicate instead of msg-ing. hahas. Bu Yao You Tai Duo XI WANG. You Le xi wang, jiu you hen duo de QI WANG. Jie Guo, dai lai le SHI WANG. by lingling! haha. We chatted till lingling's phone low batt. Lols.
Friday, October 19, 2007
ARRGH!
Dont wanna begg them already. Dont wna talk to them. They pissed me off! They saddened me. Im not a gangster okkay?! Do I look like one?! Do i dress like one?! Yiling, you've seem her before. Are you claiming she is also a gangster?! Then why did you apply me to Broadrick since you think there are far too much.. ?! Everyday go out HUN. What do you mean by dont make ahlian ahbeng friends?! What do you mean by that?! HUN. We're not gangsters! WhAT HUN?! You wna say me, SAY. What for you say my friends?! Im already a SEC ONE. Dont say im JUST a sec one. I've grown up already. Since im like a gangster to you, FINE.I shall be one?I shall be WHAT YOU EXPECTED?!I SHALL BECOME THAT?! Tml's not going out. Staying at home. ENJOY YOURSELF PEEPS! Not cutting hair anymore.Im just so flared up! I dont know why! I just dont know! This few days, Im always so flared up. Flared up of nuairani and Jasmine the most. Sorry. I just cant help it! ASK ASK ASK. I dont wna meet up! Please! You're not fulfilling his wish! I dont wna see him! I DONT! Each time im alone, I feel terrible! I feel scared& I feel sad! I dont know whyy. Whenever Im with friends, i will always be hyperly high! I just dont know why! Whats happening to me?! Am I just acting in front of them? At the outside, Im happy. But in the inside, I DON'T! I just wna go out, forget about those scared,sad and terribles,even for just a moment! Perhaps, wo yao break down liao. Hand pain. Sleeping early tonight. Dont wna wake up anymore. I seriously dont!
fridayFriday(:
School Time.Was effing boring luh. Nothing to do.Lingling theyy all went for counsiller meet. I was bored. Sat with MeiChi. I didn't bring my uno cards, so cant playy. Lingling theyy all came back. We playyed Pauline's Uno cards cause she playing poka cards. Me,Lingling, Melissa, MeiChi and ZhangJun. I won! :D I got trick to playing uno! hahas. MeiChi was stunned. She saw my cards, got green but I keep taking the cards. Hahas. Recess, Mee Rebus. MeiChi, nice hor. hahas. Deepa-raya celebration. I was sleeping. Zzz. Tiredd. The skit was funny luh. hahas. Went back class, playyed Uno. I won I won again! wahahas. :DDISMISSED((:Ben called me when tcher was still around. lols. He called back. We talked. I talk to him, i gave the phone to lingling. PeiEn came. I gave her the phone. hahas. My phone gonna no batt liao. Changed to PE shirt. Wait for Kelly and Karyi at the gate. They so slow luh. hahas. Me and lingling were di-siao. hahas. Mervin strayed foam on me! Arrgh! Went toilet, the two also go toilet. Go canteen, the two also go canteen. hahas. Me and lingling was snatching the book from Kelly. hahas. Sat tgt. I wna see Kelly's book. I keep saying Book! Book! Book!. Kelly say,she dont have Boobs. LMAO. Kelly, you say de ar. Not me. LMAO. Mr Tan(the always ride bycycle de) came. He was shock to see Kelly and Karyi i think. He damn funny luh. hahas. Went office there. Wait and talk. I kept laughing like no one business. hahas. I was hyperly high. hahas. Sat in bus. Read and read. Kallang River. No place for our bags luh. Mr Ong so unfair, let kelly and karyi put their bag in his car. ARRGH! Kelly and Karyi are LAO REN. hahas. The instructor was funny. Lols. She gave us briefing and so on. Guides had to sit seperate boats. Arrgh. The instructor wna Me,Kelly and Karyi sit with Red Cross. All of us immediately say BU YAO. Cos lingling also must stick with us! In the end, lingling with us. wahaha. Sat with lingling, kelly sit with karyi. wahahas. My paddling skills sucks. Kelly, paiseh hor. My paddle keep splashing water at you. wahahas. We paddled with timing. 1,2,1,2,1,2. Of course, we shouted the loudest. wahaha. Kelly's 1,2,1,2,1,2 endedup becoming dont want,dont want,dont want. hahahas. Attack other boats and so on. We went to fetch more people. hahas. NPCC boyys. We kana scolded. Cos those NPCC guys? lols. kana scolded leh. First time. hahas. We sat at the side of the boat and stick our legs out and so on. So fun! hahas. But the red cross kept screaming,. hahas. We screamed also luh. haha. Kelly gave a LOUD scream. hahas. Had race and so on. Not funny wet. hais. hahas. We remembered my last time de instructor. hahas. Always splash water at us one. hahas. Kelly dont seem to be wet luh. haha. Me too. Lingling and karyi was wet. haha. Went back. Snatch the toilet with the boys. Yin liao loh. hahas. We went girls toilet. Wash our hair. Dont wna change, my uniform stink! Was coldddddd. Went KFC with kelly, karyi, lingling and melissa. Me, lingling and Melissa one table, Kelly and Karyi one table. We kept laughing luh. KFC was cold! Me and Melissa went to the warmer tinggy to warm ourselves up. hahas. Ate O.R fillet.We gossiped.Kelly and Karyi kept looking at us. haha. We looked at them too. haha. FUnny. Went home. Walk with Kelly. I screamed. LOLS. I was the matchmaker for the day. hahas. Keep pushing Kelly to Karyi. LOLS. Lingling and melissa went. I purposely walk slowly. hahas. Karyi pulled me. ARRGH. haha. Walk to Kong Hwa with Kelly. take bus there. Talked while waiting. Was wondering if 33 broke down. hahas. So slow luh. Talked and talked. 33 came! :DI stink!
Thursday, October 18, 2007
thursdayThursday(:
DAMN SHIT! I FAIL MY ENGLISH! Me and lingling both failed english by 2 marks. We cried. I cried the most luh. I so scared cannot go into 2EA next year loh. Arrgh! But just hope my CA marks and classwork marks can pull me up and pass! Most of those people that flunk their english cried. Mrs Saha said, 7 failures but only manage to save4. So the other 3 next year going NA. WAHHHH! WO BU YAOO!! )):No mood to blog, maybe later or tomorrow.Tomorrow, dragon boat! :DEdited~Okkay, aout results. Flunk home econs, D&T and English!all fail bu 3 or 2 marks luh! DAMN!But overall, home econ and D&T pass. Now is English! I really really wna go 2EA next year luh! Serious! WHen Roxanne told ling what Hamizah from their class scored 6 destinction, I was like.. WALAUU LUH. Still got chance for me to stay in 2EA meh? I dout so. ARRGH! I really want stay in 2EA luh!!! ><><>
But I was quite surprise, I actually scored B for history and science! Lols.
Recieved Melissa and MeiCHi's msg, I smile :D
'Zhi yao xiao yi xiao, mei you she me shi qing guo bu liao.' hahas. ((:YEAH! Im so happy luh. hahas.Not only me, lingling also. Not happy bout results obviously. But happy bout... wahahas. Now all okkay le! Waited for like... one month plusplus? Hmm.. So now de 311207 can throw away le. No need le. Cos, all OKAY LE! yeah!So many things just happened like a flash of thunder, so fast. Whyy is it that, they just happened at the same time?! WEI SHE ME!!
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
wednesdayWednesday(:
Im innocent! Arrgh!I kana accuse of putting breakfast into the microwave then the cover melt. -.- I never ate a single thing since I woke up luh. Plus, I also never touch the microwave for long time. How will I do that! Im not that stupid to put the cover tgt with the breakfast into the microwave luhh. >< Walauu! Never ask properly then go call mummy complain. ARRGH! I can SWEAR I didn't do it luhh. ARRGH! Having headache since last night. Maybe I audi too long liao. hahas. Dizzy also. I fall? Lols. Hit my head. NEVERMIND. Lingling, Melissa & ZhangJun all coming over to discuss about the class camp later on. Edited.So yupp, went hong wen busstop to fetch them. hahas. Went Macs. Me and Melissa were hungryy. We ordered Fillet student meals. hahas. We ate and discussed. Felt so bloated luhh. hahas.Started discussing. Melissa was like.. Kept on laughing luh. hahas. We discussed about the games and so on. We had water bomb! :D So happyy. But then, we also talked about our AHEMS. lols. Went up to my house. Then, headed to popular. We WALKED there. Lols. So hottt luh. We were sweating. Help my mother buy tutu kueh. -.- ARRGH! Popular, spent some time there. Recorded all the prices and so on. One notebook caught my eye. Thanks to melissa. hahas. I bought without hesitation. hahas. SO NICE LUH THE BOOK! Arrgh! My new diary(:Went home. ZhangJun went home, the rest went my house. MSN, Melissa was bickering with sd. hahas. Sd added Karyi and Alvin in. wahahas. The scene was hilarious. Melissa's expression was like.. LMAO. hahas. Played Uno with Melissa while lingling used my laptop. hahas. I WON! hahaha. Sent them to busstop at 5. We were chatting about all the HIMS. Lingling say: Melissa's him can still jio. Then Lingling's him not worth it then my him? She wna bash him up. LOLS. Okkayy, thats today. ahahs. Tou yun.Tml, taking results. Just wish I pass all subjects. Even the border passing mark, i feel contented. I just wna stay in 2EA next year. Really. If i couldn't get a handphone, its fine with me. I just want to be in 2EA next year. Really. & I regretted not concentrating on my exams this time cos of... I really want results that I could still remain in 2EA. If tml's not gonna be a good day, maybe going home straight after school. Depends.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
tuesdayTuesday(:
Yesterday.Meet lingling at 9.30. But we both arrived at 9.45++ instead. hahas. Saw Staphanie. Talked to her. She left, lingling came. Walked to Macs for breakfast. Was chatting about some confidential stuff. I was shocked. hahas. Ordered fillet student meal changed to iced milo, came as Lingling :D We ate, and we talked. At around 10.30, we walked to Kong Hwa busstop to wai for Kelly they all. Wrote on our notebooks. Jaslyn ahma came. We wait for Kelly. Then, took bus to Bugis. Calista boarded the bus halfway. Bugis, me and lingling ran away when they went Macs for breakfast. hahas. We went Kinokuniya. Was engrossed with a book. Went down to find them. Bought Milk Shake. Nice lohh. Lingling say not nice. -.- hahas. Took train to Junction8. It was raining. Went toilet first. haha, Kelly dont cry luh. hahas. Ahma confisated my sweet. hahas. Spent quite sometime at the B shop. Lols. Calista wna buy them. Sat at the sofa and started writing here and there on me and lingling's notebook. Ahma drew on my hand. hahas. I wrote alot of wrong chinese words! Fail liao my chinese. hahas. Went walk walk. Comics connection, Kelly bought straws. Cheejie called. Me and Kelly answered. We talked. Kelly nearly drop her phone down. hahas. Sat at popular de outside. Ahma wrote on my notebook. Taught Kelly how to fold star straws. Was hard to fold luh. Kelly was still confused on how to fold. hahas. Took MRT to city linkk. Was late already. Walk walk a while, lingling and Calista left. A call frm my mum. I went emo. hahas. Ahma and Kelly wna take neoprints, they begged me to take also. Then when they went to change for coins, the person not there. Zzz. Went home at 6.18.Waited for bus. Was an unpleasant one. Dont wna talk about it. ARGH!Was deadly beat at 7.10pm. Wo, hao xiang yue bang yue mang.Zao zhi dao jiu bu yao say YES le. )):Zhen mei yong! Dui bu qi! Wo rang ni tou tong le.
Monday, October 15, 2007
mondayMonday(: sway day
&today's a suay day.
Went out with Kelly, Ahma, Calista & lingling
Saw JiaJun lehh! :D
Pissed. Dad scold mum, Mum called & scold me.
Totally unreasonable luh. PLUS,
can you just stop eating TuTu Kueh?
No mood to take neoprints. Sorry luh, Kelly and ahma ))):
Perhaps next time? When I'm having good mood. Plus, the person not there, cannot take. Not my fault. (((:
An unpleasant trip home.
& shes dead at 7.10pm.
Okay. Thats today.
Not in the mood.
SHOO~.
Come back again tomorrow.
Sunday, October 14, 2007
sundaySunday(:
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Haha, i wrote this that time when I thought Wo De Ming Tian Hui Geng Zao. hahas. And everyone was replying me: HUI DE! ((:
At home the WHOLE day.
Watching HEI TANG MA QI DUO!! =]
So nice luh the show. AHHHH!!
I have so many show to watch. haha. [=
After Hei Tang Ma Qi Duo, will be continueing E Nu Ah Chu.Then maybe Huan Huan Ai then also maybe Zhong Ji Yi Ban and Jia.
wahahas. xD
Got phobia of this word MEI YOU. why? Ask Chan Cheejie. Lols. He teased me with this word luh. Argh!
Feel scared this few days. I also dont know why. Especially when Im ALONE. 0_0
Saturday, October 13, 2007
saturdaySaturday.
I had a dream last night again. -.- This time wasn't scary, but then its the same person and, its strange too.Today, I overslept luh. Argh! I woke up at 9 and Im suppose to meet my nanny at 9.15. AHHH! I CHIONG luh. Lucky my nanny live just below my house. Took bus to chinatown. Went Yun Cha for Dim Sums. So crowded luhh. I ate alot also. hahas. Whenever I stopped eating or if my plate's empty, niu jiejie will give me more food. hahas. Was playing with Sherri too. Somethings weird had happened to her this few days.Poor thing. Her appetite like getting worser? But she is still hyper. hahas. I was soooo full luh. It was raining. We headed to Orchard for shopping. :D First stop, takashimaya. Went shopshop. went to the hello kitty corner. Niu jiejie forced me to buy at least one thing. hahas. Bought a notebook and a file. Went levi's girls. Niu jiejie and I wanna try some clothes there but the trying room was occupied for sooo long. Jiejie complained. My niu jiejie bought me one levi's tee :D Went kinokuniya. Looked for books and so on. Niu jiejie again, asked me to buy something there. hahas. Bought a set of coloured pens. Throughout, niu jiejie dont wna let me see the price tags cos she will know what I'll do, o.O. hahas. Went coffeebean for tea. I love my pure chocolate with cream! Went shopshop. Many shops. Went bossini. Bought another tee there. :D Niu jiejie nearly lost her temper as I refuse to look for SKIRT. hahas! Not interested. haha. Was engrossed in the kids fashion show there. The young models there are all so cute luh. hahas. Went shop again. Then, metro. Looked at some shoes, bags and clothings. When niu jiejie was trying on a pair of boots, Kevin gorgor was giving me massage. hahas. On my neck. SHU FU. hahas. Walked till 3plus, went home.Reach home at 4plus((:Base on the tarots of my dream, I had a mission to complete & I will be immobilized by fear. OH NO! Ben warned me not to keep everything in my heart. Lols. TOO BAD LOH. My sense are opening up too? GOSH luhh.I dont wna stay at home already.0.0 So scaryyyyy.
Friday, October 12, 2007
fridayFriday(:
Last night, had a very strange dream. A very very strange one.Can people control dreams?But somehow, the dream was very real and has a happy ending.((:Will the dream come true?Its really funny and strange. Plus,its scary.Was kind of terified with the dream till Kelly called me. LolsBegged lingling to go. haha. She went cos I used the word please? haha.Meet kelly,Jaslyn ahma and Ben at Bugis. Went Macs. Stared at them eat. 0.0 Ben kept complaining to Kelly that I bullied him and said vulgar?! Im innocent luh. hahas. The Majusri people in front of us was hilarious. I was LMAO-ing at them. hahas. Then went walkwalk. Wallet shop. Jaslyn was talking to ahgong. hahas. I dropped my wallet, he told me: whoever that dropped the handphone please pick up. Lols. Went up. Shopshop. Stayed at kinokuniya for quite some time. Was looking at books, magazines blablabla.Kelly was telling me things. Was waiting for lingling to arrive also. Went down,nike. Meet lingling there. Was telling them about my strange dream last night and ben said that it was indeed really strange. Lols. Further eleborate more to lingling while Kelly and Jaslyn went to look for Bs. LMAO. Ben said till so scary luh. He told us his dream too. Kelly and Jaslyn came. Then we go other place to shop. Went City Hall by MRT. We sat at one corner while waiting for the train to come. Ben told us haunted stories? lols. Very crowded in the train. Lingling so scared luh. hahas. City link, shop! wahahas. Me,Kelly and Jaslyn was totally in shopping mood. But lingling and ben was like... -.-" hahas. We went to many shops. I want the surfer's girls tee! Boo!Lols. The newUrbanMale or whatever luh, so many tees, all so nice one. I like that snoopy tee. hahas. We walked and walked and went to many many shops. Whenever Kelly saw the Bs, her face will either turn 0.O or laugh fornon reason. lols. Then,to suntec. Ben was hungry, lingling was thirsty and Im both. hahas. Went KFC. I forgot to bring my book! BOO! Kelly and Jaslyn wrote on ling's book. Ate cheese fries and pepsi for my breakfast and lunch. Aftereating, Ben called me aside for INTERVIEW. hahas. Lingling came along. Was further eleborating my dream to them and ben wrote it down. Some strange things happened. I was petrified! ARGH! The more i eleborate my dream, the more scared I am. i was really scared. I was also scared that I will be dreaming it tonight. argh! Really strange things happened. Then, ben told us his story. Themore he said, my heart pumped more. I was so scared, i went back to where Kelly sits. Then I went back again. He told us the story of the movie: alone. SCARY can? I needa the toilet! I was trembling. Hahas. Went back, COLD. Out of KFC, lingling and Ben went. We continued shopping. I didn't talk for a moment. Kelly and Jaslyn was like: TALK LEH. lols. But I got TALK. hahas. & I needed the toilet again! -.- I was soooo cold luh. not like ahma, got jacket. hahas. Went minitoons to buy my comb and so on. Jaslyn was talking to ahgong. Ahgong also want Bs?! LMAO. No size. ROFL. Went carefour. Walked. Saw FBT shorts. Kelly was hungry. Lols. She didn't want to eat luh. She wna save the miney for the TEE. hahas. Kelly saw a towel, she said: buy this then next week then buy the t-shirt. Then Jaslyn wrapped her up. hahas. She changed her mind, buy the tee, next week then buy towel. LMAO. Walked walked.Back to citylink. Kelly bought her tee. hahas. We rushed to the MRT. It was late. Kelly saw YuYang! Ahhh! Never tell me luh. ARGH! hahas. Took MRT to lavender. In the MRT, funny things happened.Then, went home(:
Thursday, October 11, 2007
thursdayThursday(:
Exams are finally over! woohoooo.D&T was quite hard. Argh! Especially the 50marks section. AHHH!Morning, none was revising. hahas. ALl of us were crapping. Melissa wants to pierce another earhole either today or tomorrow. Hmm. Then ZhangJun said dont know what Aids. Lols. HCAL and LCAL. hahas. Jaffar came and said,one get 100 upon 100,revise now. All of us like.. MIRACLE sia. hahas. Talked about the 4Ns graduation tomorrow. Melissa didn't want AHEM to graduate. ZhangJun didn't want AHEM to graduate and of course, I dont wna all of them to graduate. Especially the main two person. DISMISSED, went to buy milk. Then, walked to the busstop. PeiEn, ACCEPT la. haha. Congrats mann. haha. Busstop, lingling and PeiEn left. Waited for Melissa they all to arrive. Took 33 tgt. Craps here and there. Melissa, ZhangJun and Me, one sit. Lols. Gerald Lim was beside. Gerald Lim, glad that you know you yourself is *****. Lols. Gerald Lim claims himself as a girl. LOLS. Listening to my Mp throughout. Alighted at hone wen and went home.Loves hei tang Ma Qi Duo(: Watched them at tudou. Funny!
To me, 31december deal is still on, no matter what.
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
wednesdayWednesday(:
More understandings, lesser misunderstandings.Duo yi dian de ti liang, shao yi dian de wu hui. Zhe yang cai neng kuai le de sheng huo xia qu.Today's ART. Went school early to finish my art. GOSH, my drawing block ran out! AHHH! Finished colouring and so on. XinYuan's art so nice luh. ohh my godd! YenZhi's art was unique. hahas. Jaffar's leaving next year. oohh. I wasn't listening to what he was talking. I was busy writing Lingling's ZEN book. 'Wang le ta, shi yi jian hen nan de shi.' Lingling agreed with me. (: She was asking me about... I just said dont know. Love is blind. Lingling agreed with me again. :D Went to the hall.Art exam, I finished drawing within less then half an hour. I spent the rest the time colouring. I drew roses, valentines day gifts. Colour, colour, colour. Meanwhile, I was singing to myself. LOLS. Enjoying, relaxing and totally forgotten this is an exam. ahaha. Finished everything 15minutes before time. Stapler everything tgt and went to sleep. DISMISSED, went to the canteen for milk and nuggets. Was hungryy. PeiEn came. Then Ben came. PeiEn said that theres a tornado at East Coast on Sunday. She said long quan feng,we were like.. Long quan feng the Singpore finish liao. LOL. Lingling said Hai Long Feng. Hai Long?! Yishing's AHEM. hahas. Ben told us funny stories. i ws eating chilli?! Lols. haha. Walked to the busstop. All of us went home.Listening to music.HOME(:Edited~Many people are asking me out tomorrow. Argh! The thing is, FAMILY OUTING! Argh! I missed so many hangouts on just one day?! AHHH! Missedouting with kelly & people, Melissa & people, Nuairani & people and Leon & people. LOLs. ARGH!Btw, woohooo! I can go Sentosa on friday! woohoo! Gotta enjoy myself(:
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
tuesdayTuesday(:
Maths was really really tough! wtf. Most of us nearly cant finish paper1. Shit! ARGH! Many of us just wrote down any answers and so on. It was really really hard la. Julien cried, she didn't finish the last two question. In fact, they are the easy questions out of so many hard ones. Have a few minutes break. PeiEn came. Mervin hid her bag. She was pissed. All of us were busy discussing the answers. I got so many wrongs la. wth! me and lingling was telling each other, we threw Cheejie's face away. Sorry luh. It was really tough. Paper2 was easier by a little. Drawing equilatural triangle, i totally dont know how to do la. I cant be bothered to write my name on it. It was really tough. Drawing the graph, i did wrongly. Shit! I came to realise that when the time was up. I was crying! ARGH!! But stop after a while. No one knows. ((: After that, walked with lingling to the hawker. PeiEn saw us halfway and went with us. Ate fish and chips. ordered soya bean milk. The Aunty so funny luh. hahas. Enjoying listening to PeiEN's story. XinYuan,Roxanne,Melissa lee and Gerald Lim was beside us. They came over to our table. Gerald him so pervert la. LOls. Roxanna is shui tong, Gerald is Ma Tong and Im milk tong. LOLS. not funny. Folded stars and hearts. Gerald Lim throw all the hearts to peiEn's wallet. hahas. Gerald gave her alot alot of love. LOLS. We went. Playground, sitsit. We talked,listened music and drew on lingling's book. Waiting for PeiEn. PeiEn came, we went home. Sat bus 33 with peiEn.HOME((:Argh! My maths is sure to flunk! Shit! AHHHHHH!Tomorrow, art. Havent draw my preparetory work yet. 0_0edited.Watched Taiwan shows, Sweety de.Yanyan says, use a new eraser and green pen, write the name of the person you wish to meet on it. Use it everyday, without letting anyone touch it or use it nor see the name. Use it everyday until the last day when you used up the eraser, the person will appear in front of you.Its that true? If its true,I wanna try.Though it takes time to finish using the eraser.((:
Monday, October 08, 2007
mondayMonday(:
History paper today. MCQ, flunk for sure. I didnt learn chapter 1-6 luh. I was concentrating on the rest of the chapter. Section B, i wrote craps! Lols. Lots of craps. Section C, not much time to do. Wrote very little. ARGH! Finished 5minutes before end.Find Ben. He said he wanna go McDonald or KFC. We dont wanna. hahas. We went hawker instead. me, lingling, Ben,PeiEn and TingXiang. PeiEn left, Clarence came and left too. Ting Xiang left after that. Cheejie came. Staring at them eat. Went to Kelly house there to wait for her. Did some Maths. kelly came. We continue doing our maths. Lingling's paper was quite hard. Mine was Okay. I forgot many fomula! argh! We went. In the bus, girls one side, boys one side. Lol. We talked. prank calls. We pick up. hahas. Parkway.Lingling wanted to vomit. Carsick I think. ben ate ice cream! Lingling warn me not to eat. Lols. Went to buy bubbletea. Mango Ice blended. Sat there. Cheejie taught me maths, i dont understand. Lols. Jaslyn Ah ma came. Went popular. i wna watch the show by Hei She Hui MeiMei! Asking MeiChi to lend me. Hmm. Went to see stationaries and so on. SOme of us bought notebooks. East Coast. While walking, Kelly said recollection. I thought she was referring to national day recollection. LMAO. Sat at the shelther. Draw, relax,listen music and so on. Listened Graduation. Addicted liao. Wanted to play sand. Lingling saw something,she was scared. She didnt play. We sat at the bench, looking kelly, jaslyn and cheejie write on the sand. I knew why Melissa likes staring at the sky. Just by staring at the sky, I could think of soooo many stuff. Me and Lingling were chatting. Many questions had flashed from our minds. Why do sand exist. Lols. We thought even further. Why do people exist? Why do people die? Why do people have problems? Why do people cry? Why do people fall in love. That was the question both of us wanted to know. lols. Lingling wanted to take the photo of the ships. Lols. Went back, went parkway. Cheejie splashed some liquid stuff on me. Argh! I screamed at him. Lols. Parkway, took bus to bugis. Listening to music and so on. Lingling and Ben went home. Long journey. Bugis, went walkwalk. Then,went bugis street. Cheejie left for work. Taught kelly how to fold straw stars, she nearly lost her temper. hahas! Funny. She didn't know how to fold. Lols. Walk to bugis street and OG. me and Kelly ate ice cream. Went in. They wna buy bag,but they turn out to buy... LMAO. jaslyn ahma kept making me laugh la. They tried and tried the ..... hahas. Kelly no size?! LOL. I kept laughing at them la. Went out, kelly and jaslyn ah ma bought bag. Rained. Heavy luh. We were trapped. Our feet were wet. Lols. Went into OG again. theen came out. trying to find umbrella. But in the end didnt buy any. Walk in the rain. To bugis street. My mama wna buy food. Lols. Went to te busstop and waited for bus. Chatted. Bus came. Wo yao kai xin? hahas. Majusri de. LOLOL. Alighted at hong wen.HOME(:My ahma sick! Hope she gets well soon.
Sunday, October 07, 2007
sundaySunday(:
4 more papers to go. 10 papers seem to be sooo long. But its like.. 6 down, only left 4more.Time flies. hahas. Tmr's History. I hate this subject! ): Memorise, memorise, memorise, memorise. Argh!Last night, offline. Slept at 2plus. Today, woke up at 11plus. &yupp, I havent ask my dad about Thursday outing yet. Sorry!EDITED.Spenting in the dark room the whole day, staring at the computer screen for soooo long.0.0 hahas. Haven't touch my History yet. -.- GODD. I just simply hate this subject! AHHHHH!
Im in a foul mood! Argh! I cried today.&&, my father disallow me go out on thursday. arrgh! Sorry!
Cos of thursday's outing, I quarrelled with my dad furiously. What else you want me to do? Asking you to change date, you dont wanna. Stop asking me to beg him. Count me out of this outing. Have fun!
Saturday, October 06, 2007
saturdaySaturday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARYI!! :DLast night, lingling called me. She sounded so panic la. Tried to calm her down. Lols. Then we talked. me and her, questions fill our mind also. We asked each other, guess the answer ourself and so on. Lols. Then Lingling dont wna sleep la. -.- But in the end she cant take it, we hang the phone at 11.30pm. Talked at least 1 an half hr. Then magicians of love show liao. Slept at 12plus.
Today, staying at home.(:
edited~I feel so tired. I haven study my history yet. Lols. Maybe tomorrow. If only I could lost my memories with the both of you. Would it be great?slashing yourself is really silly of you. Just because of the words she said and you wna end your life? You wna die? You suck?
I dont think so. You rock okay. She might be sensitive cos you're her best friend. Dont blame her, and dont blame yourself.
If you really wna die, count me in. We'll die together.
& im not joking. Heck care her, exams arr. Lols.
Monday, if i see any scar, i'll box you. SO monday, watch out!
Friday, October 05, 2007
fridayFriday(:
Today's literature and home econs.Literature was okay. Only thing is that the unseen poem was quite hard. AHH! Recess. Home econs next. I was struggling. wtf. I totally forgotten what i've memorised. Some of the question ain't found inside the textbook. The VITAMINS!! All of us din expect it to come up. We din memorise them! AHHH! SHIT. wtf la. If I fail home econs again, im gonna be in dead meat mann!After the paper, sat at the round table at the canteen. Then PeiEn came. Then went. We were really bored, me and lingling. We wrote chinese lyrics and so on. Lingling's lyrics were damn touched! Lol. Went toilet. Spent our time there. Adjusting our skirt, retie my hair and so on. Came to realise my fringe was freaking long! Then went to buy milo. Milo makes me wna puke! So sweet la. Homemade milo are still better(: Kelly they all came. Then they went for their LAST PAPER. so good. lols. Lingling studied History. Me? I wasn't in the mood. Something went into my mind. I decided to tell lingling something. Then i drew. Lingling wrote some comfort words for me! XIEXIE! hahas. Treasure them(: Then went to sleep. Then Kelly came. Went 7/11.7/11, Kelly and lingling bought some snacks. I dont wanna eat. Then listen to kelly talk. Calista came halfway. Then they talk, we listen. Me and lingling dont dare to speak, we communicate through handphone. Lols. Me and lingling, were pissed. I was sooo angry la. I started saying vulgar. You wouldn't want to do that. Vulgar was seem everytime i type on my phone. Lols. Lingling scolded vulgar once. Hahas. WE TWO WERE REALLY VULGAR TODAY. hahas. We were telling each other that we might ***** and *****. hahas. And we did! Lols. Lingling went halfway. Left me,calista and kelly. Then calista left. Then me and kelly. Communicate through hp again. hahas. Then walk to KongHwa. Kelly mock me! She trick me la. I had no sense of direction mahh. hahas. I jump when i saw a cat. Lols. Then kelly wait for my bus. Then went off.I felt soooo... GRRR.Wang le bahh! Ba guo qu wang le bahh! At least I still got: ♥Lingling, ♥Kelly, Karyi,Meichi, Calista,ccj, Ben, Peien, Melissa, Xinyuan, Xueting and Julien. ((:Im sooo not gonna meet all of you. Its over, and the ending was a great one? Enemies leh. i dont wna see them la. Stop asking me out cos of them. Exams now, i also cannot go out & im trying to forget everything. SHHH!In the first place,you come and find us for what la. You came, you make my mummy cry. Your words are no logic at all loh. And your words hurt la. EVen me and lingling were pissed after hearing what you've said. have your really really thought of her when your share the present? Still dare to say her ar. Lingling was really buay tahan. She scolded her. I shouted at her when she misunderstand me. Lols. I feel so guilty now. i wasn't the one that told her where are we ytd luh. She knew it first. You said you dont wna involve in this matter, then just now you keep pulling me into this matter. -.- what the hell . No offence, but i wna say again. Fuck. (no offence) I din expect her to say her friend.
Thursday, October 04, 2007
thursdayThursday(:
Last Night, i didn't really study luh. but Im trying. Lol. Was actually staring into the computer, wna someone talk to me. Was listening to the songs: Im all about you and wo wei she me hai ai ni. Addicted liao. Today, ask my dad bring me to school. Went school early today. Yesterday din study, today CHIONG. Really trying to squeese everything into my mind. I nearly lose my temper. Lols. i wasnt concentrating la. wtf. The noise made plus my mind wasnt filled with science but... wth! But i did squeese some into my mind la. hahas(:Science paper, same thing, i chomped my good luck stamp at people around. Then went in opened my paper, i was like.. OHOH. First qsn de answer not confident liao. Lols. Throughout, many many calculation. Finished checking and bla 10 minuted before times up. Then slept. Was busy chesking for the answers once we are out of thehall. Lingling was panicked. hahas. Her periodic table was wrong.Mine also whatt. Mine dont know how many wrong liao. then went down. Wait.Wait. Then went canteen. lingling ate rice,i ate wedges. Then we went to di-siao teeli AHMA and blablabla. Then went back to the foyer area. Was writing some stuff. Ben came to find us. Went 24hr. Lingling left. sadsad. Sat there, sleeping. Was really tired la. Wait andwait. For soooo long. hahas. Then Cj bring me go meet kelly. Went junie hse.Outside her hse, no one dare to knock on the door la. hahas. The both of us were like standing outside the door for so long until junie noticed us. Lolol. hahas. Then study. I really study loh. really concentrating. Lingling sms me what to learn. I was like... I LEARN THE WRONG CHAPTER?! Lol. Nvm. then study from 12 plus to 3 plus. My eyes wna closed. Lol. I wna sleep. hahas. Wrote lots of crap in my writing paper. Then went to sleep. Then wake up. REST.BREAK. TalkTalk. Primary5's memories are the best!(: Primary6? The mosr BITTER and SOUR memories. Kelly wna look at my geo results cos.... LOLOL. Then kelly continue studying, chit chat with junie. She took our photos! Lolol. haha. TalkTalkTalk until 6plus. Wna go home liao. Late liao. Junie and Kelly send me to busstop. Kelly screamed when she saw cat. I jumped. haha. Talktalktalk. 33 came and went home.HOME(:Today, i feel happy la. hahas. i wasnt feeling sad at all. Good thing :D Stay strong what. I RMB this two words. hahas. Wo de jin tian te bie de hao(: Na wo de ming tian ne? hahas. Today, nothing affected my mood. No one sms-ed me today to tell me about.... GOOD!(: Zhe ge bu neng wan hui de you qing, zhen de xiao shi le ma? Wo zhen de bu xiang he ni bian di ren. Wo deng, kao shi wan le hou, wo xiang zhi dao da an. TAROTS! lol. Once good, forever good. Once bad, forever bad. So unlucky, it happened ON MY EXAM DAYS. How am i gonna concentrate? How am i gonna squeese all the knowledges in my mind when it was filled with balloons of his image,full tank? i really wished nothing happened in the first place la. I regretted mann! Now,i wished i didn't know anything about the lies they told. How i wish im still kept in the dark. But, today i managed to burst some of the balloons and put in some home econs! THANK GOODNESS!((:
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
wednesdayWednesday(:
Geography today. Stupid tcher, ask us to memories hydrologic cycle, end up never come up for exam. wth. Paper was hard!! ARGH! Finished just nice 15mins before it end. Then draw. Lol, dont know what im drawing also. Then go find Kelly they all. Then Karyi came, then Ben wanted to help Yiling read the tarot card tinggy, but mr zainal keep looking, then end up never. sian. Then go library.Then study blabla. Then go down, ben teach science. i was falling asleep. lol. Then go library, stupid nicholas keep bullying lingling. WTF. Get lost boy. We went down. Lingling said vulgar? haha. I let her say. You wun want to do that. lol.Then wait and study. Was very crazy. We din really study. We were joking, laughing, listening music and sms-ing to our own friends. haha. Lingling compose song, i wrote my own stuff. Let lingling see, told her it was a story i composed. She said it was touching? lols. Then i asked her something. Went to sleep. Kelly they all came. Kelly took my paper. I didnt notice. Lol. She told Ben not to let me read my tarot card.. O_O Mr Zainal came. Funny sia. haha. Then went off. i was blurrr. Lingling went. My legs were wobbly. I nearly fall. Lol. Mummy held on to me. She scare i gonna faint. lol. Kor came and held me also. Kor say i damn warm. Lol. Sat at 7/11 there. I emo-ed? i dont know luh. Mummy want me to cry. She wna me to cry out all my unhappy stuff to feel better. But i dont wna la. I cant cry out. I feel so tired, i dont wna this to happen la. Gor was trying to talk to me. Kor was playing game and mummy was trying to stop him. lols. I wna cry out loud la. but at the other side, i dont wna. Gor shake me, tell me stuff and bla. Kor was trying to make me cry. Mummy was trying to tell me, put everything aside. Much much thing happened. Went home at 6plus. Im wondering too, which ship am i having problems with now? friendship or...
Enemy? FINE. let it be. I dont wna care anymore. I cant take it anymore!! I threw it away last time. But it appeared again? Who in earth pick it up from the bin?! i wna concentrate on my exams now la. Things just happened during my exam days. i dont want la. I just wna concentrate on my exams, my aim. ARGH! I know! TO stay strong. Who wouldnt want to stay strong? This two words i used to comfort her.AM i saying a lie? NO! i wna stay strong too. Im trying, and i will!. But, just leave me alone. I promise, i will be okay SOON. Really..
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
tuesdayTuesday(:
Mother tougue today.Paper1, letter writing and compo. Letter writing i wrote about sec1 life the topic la, then i say i wanna go back primary5. I nearly cry sia. lol.Paper2, compre was difficult.Then dismiss, go out study with lingling, mummy, kor and gor.Lingling cry. Dont cry la. Went sing post study. Lingling was touched by an old ah peh. She didnt realise it. Lol. Bump onto someone.Went LongJohnSilver. Eat. Cannot finish my fries, gave then to kor. Then go popular. Then food court study. Cant concentrate. wtf. I wanna study luh. but i just cant concentrate. Evening, left sing post. then walk to kong hwa there. I was emo-ing? Lols. No la. Mummy thought i would walk till i drop to the road, the held onto me. haha. Waiting for bus. Was tired. Veryvery Tired. i wna cry. ><>
To: kor and gor, first time call your kor and gor, must be honoured eh? Lol.
你那个360度的眼神，让我百分之百地确定，你不想看到我。那种眼神，也给了我一个最大的肯定，我不想再看到你，也不想再见到你。
In my mind, just like millions of balloon with the same images, keep on multiplying and appearing. Once burst, it will multiply more.
2006年9月的那一段痛苦与悲伤的故事，又要开始重播了吗？
明天会更好。 可是我的明天会更好吗？
或许，我的明天会更糟。
我只想要做个开心的自己。
Monday, October 01, 2007
mondayMonday(:
HAPPY CHILDREN DAY!! How i wish I can celebrate children's day. I just wanna be a child, i dont wna be a teen. BOO!): Morning till now, tummy ache sia. ARGH! So pain la.Kelly gave me good luck sweets. haha. Cheejie asked me sms him for NOTHING! -.- Waste my sms. Lols.Into the examinations hall, the nightmare started! AHHH! First paper was okay. I mistaken the time 8.50 as 9.50, i thought there was not much time. I rushed. LOL. ENd up see the time wrongly.-.- Then redo the letter writing. Recess, tummy ache!! Paper 2, Mrs Saha was really killing us. The compre passage, totally dont understand. AHHH! Dont know how to do la. KILLER PAPER INDEED. But, HOPE I PASS!! KFC, Lingling, Melissa,Roxanne, YenZhi, ZhangJun,Angel& me. Ate shrooms. Talked. Then, laughed. Melissa and lingling laugh until like what la. OMG. hahas.Busstop with ZhangJun, waited for the bus for soooooo long la. zzz.HOME(:The cut of my skin is deep,but the cut in my heart;is deeper.WOW, i came to realise the both of you really know how to act. *claps*(: Didn't know all of you lied to me for soooo long and i didn't realise it? Hmm.. 'best' friends indeed eh? 6yrs of friends lieing to me?Okay, fine. I dont give a damn.Continue acting, i shall act with all of you(:
We screamed! hahas! The pic was taken sideways. Isn't it cool? hahas! -.-"
Me, thinking of what to write on the water. Lolol.
YEA! The original artpiece by me(:
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One for all, all for one! ((:
We're big eaters! wahaha! The uncle thought we're insane, taking pics of this empty sushi box. hahas. Melissa, thanks for the photo!.jpg)
Haha, i wrote this that time when I thought Wo De Ming Tian Hui Geng Zao. hahas. And everyone was replying me: HUI DE! ((: